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hey caring for her is my job.

FUCK THE FUCKING HELL OFF. SHE ISN'T YOUR PROBLEM ANYMORE. remember the whole "I was friends with you first and you wanted to talk to me more than you did her" thing, you know, before we stopped being friends?
yeah
Let's just fucking stick to that, that'd be a great fucking plan

in other news

i want to strangle people

ohwait that's not news trolololo fuck you guys

what is this i dont even

Woke up this morning from a dream that I don't remember seeing but I remember being in. All I can remember seeing, really, is a road that lead out to... nowhere. Not outer space or "nothing", it just went into this expanse of nowhere. But I do remember existing in this dream, and NOT as Deege.
Anyways, woke up, and suddenly couldn't breathe. I was panicking for no reason and I had to practically fall off of the couch and get my shit together before I started crying. Completely threw my day out of whack.
So I decided to take a day off, and just vegged on the couch. Didn't eat or drink much, just put Buffy on and played Pokemon and hid under the blankets. I was fine if I didn't move, but if I let my brain NOT be distracted, even for a moment, everything would start to slide and I'd get all... different in the head. I wouldn't describe it as a shift, really, but more of a "sharing".
At one point I kind of started feeling a little, like... loldrunk. Just "mehh" and woozy and everything processed slowly, hardly, or not even at all. Only one moment or two where I really kinda slid away and lost control, and ONLY for a moment.

So yeah... today's been weird and I haven't been liking it very much. I hate shaky ground, if you get what I mean. .__.

ANYWHO ENOUGH RANTING it appears I should go to bed, night night everyone

theory that involves David Boreanaz

I was totes watching Buffy the Vampire Slayer (season 2 baby), and I realized somethin'

Buffy + Angel = omg I'm a slayer and you're a vamp but we should so make out, yeah? ok. *makes out*
>Buffy: omg angel i love you it's so hard to say goodbye at night
>Angel: THEN LET'S HAVE SOME SEX

>Angel experiences a moment of true happiness, the curse of him having a soul (because vampires lose their souls after they're turned) is revoked and he goes back to being an EVIL DICKFACED CUNT

>Buffy is like OMG ANGEL NOOOOOOOOOOOOO this is all my fault omgomg *tears*

>Angel then goes into "lemme make her crazy >:3" mode and starts fucking with Buffy's mind: leaving her roses on Valentine's Day with a card that says "SOON", stalking her to the point where he draws her as she sleeps in her bed (then leaves the drawing on her pillow to let her know she was there), killing Giles' (Buffy's companion) girlfriend, etc

THIS IS LIKE THE CRAZY VAMPIRIC MALE VERSION OF WHAT HAPPENED TO A CERTAIN SNAKE/WOLF/VAMPIRE/WTF.

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