Woke up this morning from a dream that I don't remember seeing but I remember being in. All I can remember seeing, really, is a road that lead out to... nowhere. Not outer space or "nothing", it just went into this expanse of nowhere. But I do remember existing in this dream, and NOT as Deege.
Anyways, woke up, and suddenly couldn't breathe. I was panicking for no reason and I had to practically fall off of the couch and get my shit together before I started crying. Completely threw my day out of whack.
So I decided to take a day off, and just vegged on the couch. Didn't eat or drink much, just put Buffy on and played Pokemon and hid under the blankets. I was fine if I didn't move, but if I let my brain NOT be distracted, even for a moment, everything would start to slide and I'd get all... different in the head. I wouldn't describe it as a shift, really, but more of a "sharing".
At one point I kind of started feeling a little, like... loldrunk. Just "mehh" and woozy and everything processed slowly, hardly, or not even at all. Only one moment or two where I really kinda slid away and lost control, and ONLY for a moment.
So yeah... today's been weird and I haven't been liking it very much. I hate shaky ground, if you get what I mean. .__.
ANYWHO ENOUGH RANTING it appears I should go to bed, night night everyone
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